This must have been hard for the author to write. I have complete respect for for Rachel for letting us be apart of it. She tells of the most troubling times and the sweetest. Some told in story some told in poems. If your not one for the truth as this author writes, then this book isn’t for you. If you need to find piece in your own life, download and read this book. It’s well written and just may be what you needed. Thank you for sharing your story Rachel. You can find Rachel’s books on Amazon.com, Smashwords, B&N .